lol idk what to say this is my first journal and yeah ummm lets see well i love my girlfriend marian cause how sweet and nice and beatiful she is...but she lives in virgina(sorry idk how to spell that state)and i live in texas...no iam not a cowboy lol iam mexican and shes white, we have been together for 9 months now going for 10 months, its kinda weird how ppl say it won't last cause of the distance but you know what they were wrong lol so for all those ppl who said taht i would like to say HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA and you know why it lasted this long....cause i really love her and she really loves me...but its just so hard that we are so far away cause....i want to hold her and kiss her....and yeah thats for me to know and for you to find out....lmao,and what i really hate is being poor....i cant buy alot of things i live with my mom who is poor and my dad who left my mom is rish but he does not help for shit...but i dont care i just wish i had money to go see marian....but i know oneday we will be together.and there is other things thats going on but ill put that on my mext journal cause right now iam in trouble for not going to skool...lol yeah i should start going cause the courts are BITCHS lol oh and i would like to say onemore thing....I LOVE YOU MARIAN!!!!!!!